I'm so arrogant, it's disgusting how consequences just don't register in my mind. I'm stupid. If I would've known, it'd be easier. I could just be myself, fight the battles I personally cared about. If only I had the self-awareness to not act out. I know I need help. I need help for myself, for the people I care about, for my prospects. It's not just getting out and finding a real job instead of pretending I already have something. I'm careless if they'd try to bother me. I was approached with this before, nothing happened. I was issued a warning. I ignored the warning. They'd come for me anyway because they know me exactly. It doesn't matter. Justice will be served. The people who bring justice have eyes in the back of their heads. I wish I was hallucinating. I want to live my life like I'm on pills.