pt 6. He was new, I liked him, but as soon as he started talking to other girls i spiraled and got jealous and things happened that he doesn't want to repeat. I asked him where he got the information from and apparently my friend that is one of my very close friends told him. But she never lies so i think she was just asked about it and since she doesn't lie she had to tell him the truth. But a good thing, he also just sees the girl as a friend, but again as an overthinker i was asking myself so many questions. I asked him what about all the things we used to do together. We held hands before, we hugged, we did things that I definitely would never forget and hes just going to throw all that away? And he said yes, he doesn't want the same thing as last year to happen. But i told him that i changed and im a different person and he said sure but i still get jealous and overthink. I said fine, im an overthinker but thats just how i think, thats just me. I can’t change that.