pt 5. We arrived at school, we went up the stairs and i saw, him and her walk together. And if you’re an overthinker you know how all this feels when you really like someone. My school has something called a lounge where students can hang out there to wait for their parents / hang out. I got there and soon after him and her was there and then they played chess against each other. An hour or so passed and I left feeling all sorts of emotions. Upset, anxious, i wanted to just hug him, which we used to do whenever one of us were leaving school but now we don’t anymore. I talked to him the next day after school and heres a brief breakdown on the answers I got out of him. He only sees me as a friend now. But heres the catch. There is something that happened last year with this boy with the exact same thing that happened. He was new, I liked him, but as soon as he started talking to other girls i spiraled and got jealous and things happened that he doesn't want to repeat.