I love my friends but whenever I’m going through something with myself, I can’t really ever bring myself to say something. If it involves something out of my control, like a bad friend or something happening to me, it feels easier because then we can all blame this one collective fault that’s hurting me. But whenever my mental ailments are kicking my butt it feels too embarrassing to mention. Now it’s just my fault that I’m sad again, now it seems like all I’m ever doing is asking for attention and for them to just listen to me complain. It feels humiliating to have to or even think of telling them how depressed I am because there’s nothing they can do about it, and I don’t know how to fix myself either. It just sucks