Hey peeps I'm back again after just posting 😔 but I'm gonna do it again anyways because I kinda forgot to talk about my super cutesy desperation episode :3 Soooo basically for the past week all I've been able to think about is killing myself honestly I have like over 50 pills and an army knife waiting nearby rn and because I don't want to inconvenience anyone when I take them all and maybe use the knife and/or overdose I'm gonna wait until the beginning of the weekend towards night so I can hopefully sleep through my death or whatever but honestly I'm not sure what to write to my family members or if I should write at all to them I just don't want them to think it was their fault. But whatever any thoughts I need ideas on what to write as my letter to friends and family.