i don’t think i deserve life. people around me are so talented and full of love and have so many things to offer. i literally put nothing on the table. not looks, not talent, not social skills. i’m such a nobody. i really have no muse, no goals or aspirations or anything that drives me forward. i feel so stuck. im so young though. i wonder if this’ll ever go away. i just want to die.
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
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