I want to sleep forever and never awaken again. I think everyone hates me, nobody ever talks to me without asking for something. I hate it so much yet it's my fault at thes ame time. I never let anyone close to me and then get mad nobody wants to get close. Wasting myself away digital instead of doing something productive. I dont know whats wrong with me and nobody seems to see it. Im arounf 90 lb and nobody says anything. I restrict and nothing. I stopped talking to 5 out of 7 people and nothing. I want to be noticed by someone for nothing. I hate seeing past friends succeed yet can't push myself to do anything to be vile online Idk what's wrong with me but im too tired to do anything about it
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