I hate living. It feels like such a waste, a constant repetition of sleeping and school work. I hate who i am friends with. I wish I could vanish into nothingness. But im a coward. Too cowardly to do anything but wait for deadlines and sleep. I don't even know if they see me as a friend, nobody ever talks without me without needing something related to school. I wish I was of use to someone who actually liked me. Everyday feels like a waste of living