I dont understand why I feel so sad...I just want to die all the time..for no reason. maybe its because i got kicked out and im only a kid or maybe its because i feel so alone in a world full of people. man...i dont know. i feel so annoying and worthless and i dont get why life is so hard i just want to be with my friends all the time and to be normal. i wish i never overdosed. maybe if i hadnt had done that i would be normal and wouldnt get migraines so much or maybe i could eat a cracker without my stomach feeling like its getting stabbed. maybe if i hadnt done it i would be even worse than i am now or maybe i wouldnt had met some people i have now. you never know if it was a good or bad decision. and i dont know what to do with my life anymore.