I can't be living off my parent's money, I need to be more independent, I want to be independent. To find my own things my own path. But how can I do that when the world is pressuring me to get into university quickly, when even I don't know what I want to do. How can I do something I don't see myself in. I thought about what I want to be when I grown up for years, I'm grown up now, so why don't I know? So many people have it figured out by now I'm trying too I'm trying to do better but I can't because there's no reward in sight Nothing for me to reach towards