i feel like i’m slipping away from all my friends and friend groups. the even worse part is the fact that it’s my fault. i’m the one who’s a homebody. i’m the one who’s a slob. i’m the one who doesn’t know how to communicate. i’m the one who shove to go to a different school. i’m the one who tries so hard to be present but ends up falling back and ending up alone. and it’s not any of my friends faults, it’s mine. i’m not a good friend due to these qualities so i wouldn’t want to be around me either. i lvoe all my friend so much and i wish i could be better and im trying to be. i jsut want to be normal