I’m so lonely I have no one. It was months ago but I had a partner and friends who I loved more than my family. One of them told the whole group plus my partner that I said nasty things about them all. I never did any of that crap. Yet I still have the consequences of it. I have no one in my life I’m so alone. No matter how many times I say “I’m better off alone” I’ll never actually be better alone I need someone please