It’s not fair I want my mom back. Not the women you wants to die in her body no I want my loving kind mom back who look at me with life in her eyes who had a smile a real one an way to light up a room. I wished she hated me I could live with that I could live with a missing mom too. I don’t know how to handle a mom who doesn’t want to live but is still here. I love you mom I just really really miss you.