Everything was going so well until I made eye contact with her today BY MISTAKE BTW. My god I’m dumb I probably made her feel uncomfortable or confused or annoyed or worse. I was supposed to avoid her not look at her, leave her alone. We were doing fine, avoiding each other, not talking. That is what everyone wants. I don’t get to hurt someone and then pretend that everything is okay. I wish I didn’t exist ughh ~L Hope y’all are good tho :)