Idk what to say when ppl ask me abt u. Do I call u my ex? It sounds too blunt, but I can’t and won’t call you by ur name. It feels wrong, it sounds wrong coming out my mouth. It used to sound sweet but now the same word sounds bitter and sad and blunt coming out of my mouth. Like I’m talking about the person who killed me. What you did felt like that, without a care in the world for me. 🥀