I hate my friends. God that feels so good to get out. I genuinely hate them. They're stupid and temperamental and their parents compare them to me so whenever they're upset I'm their verbal punching bag. I try SO hard to fit in and yet I barely feel like I'm there. Sure, some days, its fine, I love it, but others I want to tear my damn hair out and cry because they hate me. They're dumb too. I'm in 0 classes with them because I'm in AP and Honors and they're too dumb to make it out of support and college prep. GOD I WISH I HAD ONE FRIEND, ONE GODDAMN FRIEND THAT WAS MINE WHO WAS SMART AND WANTED TO PARTNER WITH ME AND TOLD ME HOW TO FIX MY AWKWARDNESS AND ACTUALLY CARED ABOUT ME. FUCK COMMON INTERESTS, GOD, JUST GIVE ME SOMEONE WHO'S SMART AND ACTUALLY LIKES ME.