Ngl I would go back to college just for him. He says that if I went to college that we could hang out. When I said he can make friends fast and doesn't need me. He said I'd be the priority since Im a close friend. And yet i don't believe him. I would go to college just for him. But I'm scared and scared to be alone. Idek what I want to do in life. I don't even feel like I belong at college. I'm not a person made for success. Should I go? I shouldn't rely on someone to get me to go. And I shouldn't rely on someone to make me a better person. Its all just fake promises. What if we don't have similar times to hang out? What if I'm alone again? Sad again? Scared again? Anxious again? What if I don't manage to do anything right over there. Bad grades? I'm a very stupid person. Idk what to do