TW! Maybe? I’m actually so tired of school like not bc “ oh it’s boring” “ oh the lunch is trash” every time I make new friends I always get left out like when I was back in elementary school I made a group of friends and they would tell me” oh can u go over there? We have to talk privately we’re not leaving u out tho!” And they would play and hangout with me and my other ones made friend groups without me and I would be so lonely and sad tbh:( I can’t trust anyone again bc idk if they will leave me or ditch me a lot like my past friendships or leave me alone there or not:( I also feel like I have no purpose or use bc im stupid and dumb everyone calls me stupid and dumb my friend avoid working with me bc I’m slow and other people in my life call me a” fat lazy piece of crap” and stupid and dumb and yell at me:( I’m actually stupid and when people say “ oh ur not stupid? Ur smarttt!” I’m super slow and I’m just useless:( anyways that’s all I gotta say rn:( bye!!