I hate everything about myself. I'm 16M and I feel I've been dealt horrible cards in life. I am very short, severely underweight, skinny and weak. I have pectus excavatum which gives me horrible cardio and bad breathing i have marfan syndrome, giving me basically every symptom except for being tall. I have had severe and painful acne for years, myopia and I am facially unattractive. I believe I am autistic or at least somewhat on the spectrum. I have a severe stutter which has ruined my life despite speech therapy. I am severely socially anxious and I have had depression for years. Nobody has ever respected me, and everyone has some reason to hate me whether that be my appearance, personality, speech impediment, ethnicity, religion etcetera etcetera. I have no friends, and my family household is a toxic environment and I have zero privacy, nowhere to even cry. I have nobody to go to, nobody who loves or respects me, It feels like I've been made to suffer.