i think that i have an eating disorder but i feel like im faking it. i eat somewhat normally over the weekend but then once the school week starts i stop eating regularly. ill skip breakfast and lunch and then have a small snack when i get home and something for dinner. i don't feel guilty directly after eating, instead i feel almost shameful when i look in the mirror. i hate the small amount of bloat that i see when i look in the mirror after eating. i know that its normal and i have never once looked down on someone for having it but i just cant help but feel almost gross when i look at it on myself. (just a little ps to anyone reading this, having bloat after eating is completely normal. im not posting this bc i think that it is weird or gross on other people, im posting this bc this is what i think about myself even though it would never cross my mind to judge another person bc of their body's natural appearance. you are beautiful, have a wonderful day/night <3)