I need to have a really difficult conversation with my ex, because I know I can’t continue being friends with them. I know for one that what I feel for them will never truly fade and that’s okay, but it wouldn’t be fair to them, myself or any future relationships I have. How can I be friends with someone I want a future with who doesn’t want one with me. And not to say that I don’t have anyone I can turn to after this, but it’ll be really lonely for a while not having someone who once chose me who I had no intention of ever letting go ): but that’s life I suppose, I hope that one day this decision will allow me to love myself and love those around me more than I do today