I can’t even look at myself. In pre school, this boy behind me on our abc rug would touch my butt. I bet he didn’t understand it, but he would touch me yk. I didn’t know what to do so I kinda just would move away but he would just follow. In those classes, we had two teachers though. Our main one and an assistant. The assistant was 70 or something, but she was sat beside me and saw it all. I feel so grossed out she saw but I also just wished he would stop him! Why didn’t she? I kinda moved past it despite being embarrassed about it, but now that I grow up, my female friends even do the same to me, and my dad sometimes tries to see me get changed or tell me to remove my shirt, that I should trust him. But I don’t! I really don’t. Each time I remember how people look at me with such such filth I just want to cry. I hate my skin, my stupid chest and just the gender between my legs! Maybe if I just weren’t a girl people would treat me as normal. I hope so bc I feel so disgusting!