Oh my god. The more i remember how people look at me and touch me I just wanna slice my skin off! I hate it! I hate it! WHYY? Why does everyone close to me have to try to kiss me just because I’m female?? Every woman, male and lack of ALWAYS touch me! I can never say no or run, it’s never my choice what they do to me or see! All my pathetic expressions and cries just fuel it, but if I do nothing they say I enjoy it? I hate it! I hate it! I wish I could run away from everyone’s eyes, that maybe I was just invisible or a guy and then just MAYBE people wouldn’t keep trying to make me naked! I hate it! I hate it so much..I hate myself so much? Why do I even try anything? Did I not do enough?? Not enough to show my hatred for their gross gross!! hands?? I don’t know what I did…I don’t! I really hate it! I hate it!