I hate being a social butterfly. Mainly because no one wants a friendship or even a conversation anymore. It legitimately feels so lonely now and what annoys me is that i can't vent about this without a cute remark like "haha lonely bitch" like im sorry but im pouring my heart here,im doing the thing that you would want a friend to do so why ridicule me? Whenever i reach out, i get ignored and yet im the bad when i delete them???????????????? Being an asshole and not wanting anything to do with me is one thing but ignoring me , tells me "i care about you" then ignoring me again is straight up abuse atp dude.