I've been thinking, and I really need to get over him. Some of the other posts have mentioned my jealousy, and I think it's best to just stop going after him romantically. It's obvious he doesn't like me, but no matter what I do, I can't go over him. I can't have my heart broken again. He obviously likes my best friend, cuz like, how couldn't you? I keep on romanticizing normal interactions, and I feel like a creep. I'm not pretty, I'm not smart, I get mad, I always say too much, and I'm awkward. But my best friend isn't any of those things. She knows all sorts of people at school, she's so talented, and I can see why he would like her. But then again, I always end up liking him. I wish I could stop, I'm just going to get hurt again...
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