This is going to make no sense, but I really have to get this off my chest. It's basically **** and stuff, but I feel like a loser cuz she's not even doing anything wrong, but I just get so jealous. And I'm gonna sound like a bitch, but I hate the fact that she's watching anime now. But it's not that she's watching anime cuz most of my real friends do. But she thinks she's so cool for watching anime, and then she hates on fandom culture. She mocks Junko posing. She's kinda a rude person, she's made GC's about people, and I seriously just think she's manipulative. Whenever I try to distance myself, she's always like "Did I do smth?" "I can change if you don't like me," but she says that, and I feel even more guilty. She's not even doing anything, but I hate her so much. I can't be friends with her, but I have to; I don't want any drama, but I just can't stand her. I feel like such a hateful person. It's been like this for 10 months now, but I just can't say anything..