I feel grossed out by who I use to be. I was never rude or had bad thoughts, I was just embarrassing. I would love anyone who even gave me a rock they found on the street and had tried to bully me, since people knew I was naive. Even if I knew they were trying to bully me, it made me so happy they would even give the consideration to kneel and get a dirty rock for me. I use to be so stupidly easy, if someone wanted anything from me all they had to do was ask politely once and they could have anything. It’s been 2 years since then, and everytime I remember how genuinely grateful I would be by something so small, it makes me sad, mad, grossed out and embarrassed. I don’t understand how I could be so so dumb, or even forgive the fact they were only nice to me to make a fool of me?