Ugh. I love love love my best friend. I would die for her. But i haaaaaaate that she has a better job than me. I haaaaaaaaaate that she’s on the cusp of a beautiful relationship. Meanwhile I am struggling to get a single interview. I just want a job that pays well. And i hate hate hate haaaaaaaate that she has a better job even though historically I am smarter. Ughhhhhhhhhhh.