My gf and I are trying long distance relationship while we're off at different colleges. She's already found a new friend group and even tho I've been struggling, I'm happy she's at least found a genuinely cool, chill group of people to consider friends since she's been lonely her whole life. Still I can't help but feel terrible bc I feel like I'm missing out and I can't help but feel jealous that she's hanging out and making good memories with new friends while I'm just being stupid and overthinking and longing for her and constantly missing her. I'm trying to keep myself distracted to not think about all that depressing crap so often but it's not been easy. Idk I'll probably be fine in the end and my gf and I do plan on meeting up at some point in December break, but I'm scared we'll lose the connection we had. As stupid as it is I think I'm scared of losing her in general even tho I shouldn't. Idk at the end of the day she's happy so I'll come to accept it and be happy for her