I just discovered i have a same gender crush. And... its my first time. Its scary as hell and idk how im gonna deal w it bc the person i like considers me a lil sibling and i just... Ik it will never work but i try and try and i keep looping back to her. Shes so amazing and talented and nice and cool and shes my friend! I care about her and i dream about kissing her one day but id never kiss her or do anything romantic without her consent and now i just sit in my room staring at the wall bc ik i will never get the chance to kiss the 1 person I love. I say love bc ive known her for 4 years, and i like her bc of who she is. Not her looks. Dont gt me wrong shes GORGEOUS but still. Lots of ppl would say she isnt attractive bc shes skinnier than usual and isnt as curvy but i find her so beautiful i cant. I never really knew what heartache (metaphorical) felt like until this and now im just trying my best to be a good friend and enjoy spending time w her. Were teens btw and theres an age gap