Whatever you’re doing is not right. You’re a deeply disturbed person who needs therapy ASAP! I bet you have no friends in real life, do you? You spend most of the time online that you lost touch with reality. A few more years and you’ll be 30. Do you think doing all of this would fill that deep void in you ? You thrive in constant validation from multiple sources. Your perspective is warped by social media rot, and you can’t even separate fantasy from reality anymore. I honestly wonder if you even take a shower for the amount of time you spend online. It’s disgusting and creepy. Please get yourself checked