Rant #1915

okay so basically i’m in love with a guy. i have been for almost 2 years now. at first it was really just attraction- but then i got to know him. and he’s so kind and funny- he stands up for what he believes in. we have all the same prioritys in life and everytime i look at him my heart feels like it’s stuck in my throat moving 100 km/h. we had a good relationship as friends for a while- but then there was a really nastly rumour about us this year and people thought i started it- so that kinda threw it down the drain. anyways now in our new school (the one we shifted to together a year ago to) he likes this new girl who’s head of stuco, super pretty, smart and both of them love debate and muns. so they did a couple together and won a harvard debate and went to dubai mun and both won best del. she’s basically everything i want to be. and he really likes her. but i’m really in love with this guy. i love the way his eyes have this mischevious glint and how passionate he is. idkwtd.