i’ve always been a fat and ugly girl and it doesn’t help that i’m a teenager in highschool where it’s impossible to be liked if you’re not conventionally attractive. and ive always been kind of depressed nd it’s only been ramped up ever since i got sexually assaulted by my step-father. i now live with my grandparents and my sister but my sister never wants to listen to me vent and she gets mad at me if i want to talk to her and she gets mad that i don’t want to work out with her even though i had a shit day at my new school and i opened up to her about my suicide attempt and she just got mad at me again and honestly i don’t want to attempt again but at this point it seems like my only option