I feel like a horrible person. Maybe i am a horrible person. Im disgusting and vile I cant control my emotions, i cant control my reactions, my actions I lost my friends because i was impulsive and couldn’t control my feelings I snapped at my mom accidentally. She ended up crying. What is wrong with me? I feel so bad for her, she deserves a way better child than me. i cant do fucking anything. Everything i do is somehow incorrect. I kinda wanna disappear. I think nobody should have to deal with me. Either that or just not feel anything at all I think i deserve to be alone.