I cant stop thinking about him. More than a year has passed but i still feel the need to check his account to see his face again. I cant live normally. My mind is always focused in the possibility of him being in the same place as me. I pick my outfits based on what i think he would find cute if he saw me at school. I find a reason to talk to his classmates only to be close to him. I choose the food we use to eat together just in case he sees and notices that i still do what we used to. I comment on posts about things he likes to try to have his attention. I try to learn his classes so i can walk past him at school. I cry myself to sleep thinking about all the things i did that could've possibly made him mad or sad. My worst nightmare is to upset him, even tho we don't talk anymore. I have dreams about we being friends again. Im obsessed and emotionally dependent over a person rhat is no longer in my life, and its making me go insane.