Rant #1899

I have a huge crush on this boy and I really really like him but he hangs out with this other girl isa all the time and I want him to notice me and love me we used to be best friends in middleschool and last year I was so suicidal but he never aknoledged that and like, when isa tried to kill herself he nearly went crazy trying to save her and that was the first time he ever texted me first and I hate it so much I hate isa and like she's in theatre and I want to be in theatre too but I can't and i'm starting to think they just...hate me.