Rant #1898

Okay uhh so i have a friend and shes literally making me go insane cuz genuinely wtf. so first of all, she mentioned that she’s avoidant, she will literally discard me when we just had a fun moment together or a small fight. Once there was a moment that i tried to told her off bcos she was being rude to me AND SHE SHUT ME OFF FOR DAYS. AND I HAVE TO BEG HER TO SEE ME SO WE CAN RESOLVE THIS AND SHE GAVE ME A BITCHY ATTITUDE. AS A PERSON WITH CHRONIC ANXIETY, IT WAS HELL AND PURE TORTURE AS IF IT WAS LIKE GETTING PUNISHED FOR CARING SOMEBODY. GENUINELY HOW DO I BUILD THIS MENTAL WALL SO I DONT GET HURT BY THIS BITCH