My girlfriend of 3 months broke up with me yesterday and I feel beyond heartbroken and distraught more than words could ever say, yes that doesn't seem like a long period of time but I've been wanting to be with her for 3 years. I gave her my entire heart and gave all my attention to her but she said we won't work out, and that it isn't me that it's her, and that I was an amazing girlfriend, and I made her feel loved after I had an emotional breakdown due to her being busy half of the day. It hurts and I don't know how to cope properly, I want me and her to work out so badly and I only want her. I've relapsed on bad habits like my alcohol and weed addiction to attempt to make myself feel better, I wish she could see herself through my eyes that she is one of the best people I've ever met and she's made me feel so special in such a short period of time, I don't want just to be her friend. I know something is bothering her deep down too that she won't tell me. I'm so scared what do I do?