ever have that feeling where life just seems kinda grey? like you’re going through the days, but not feeling happy or sad? Like numbness. ok yep, thats the word, thankfully. Well, one of my parents is verbally abusive and i had a nightmare last night about a potential scenario that (probably wouldn’t have) happened if the abuse went beyond verbal and into physical. I hate that I have to worry about my safety within a place that’s supposed to be safe. Just waiting for a few more years, and then I’ll finally have a taste of freedom.