Rant #18692

I can’t deal with having my trauma be weaponzied against me. To be someone’s dog, to be someone’s sex object. To have my body be used against me. To be treated like some walking talking piece of meat. I should have never told them anything, I was weak for letting them get close to me. Everyone I let close betrays me. I just want to realize the pain I want to slash my wrists or do something to make all of this end