I went through something bad a year ago, and here lately I've just been feeling lost. I feel all messed up and here lately I've been finding myself debating options I wouldn't have before. Sometimes I feel like running away from this home. My parents aren't bad, I just think I can't spend another moment In this house. I do online school, I don't talk to any one, my siblings hate me, my parents don't look at me the same way as they did before the incident. It's not that they don't like me it's just that they expect SO much from me and I can't give them that. I used to be a perfectionist, good grades, great at sports, (still had no friends lol). Now though my grades are struggling to stay at C's, I can't play sports, and I'm feeling so alone. I can't focus and my head always hurts. My parents keep fussing at me telling me I have a attitude. They're not wrong, I just don't know how to fix it. I don't care about anything anymore. I'm finding myself looking for paths to run away.