Wouldn't imagine that the only time I would talk to my mother after months was to ask her about an issue with the insurance. Like wow I hate the fact that I had to use her insurance and then it doesn't work so I call her. Now out of guilt I told her I will talk to her soon but only if nobody's is there. But there always someone there. I just want her to apologize not just act like everything is fine. It's so hard to try to talk about a topic that hurt but was like everyday for her.