Today there was this cute guy and we were doing an around the room math thingy. And I kinda lean towards the cute guy a little bc he was next to me and then he kinda got close to me and he were basically touching shoulders and my mind got quiet and I felt warm and safe and connected. And close and idk I miss those feeling I felt with my ex. Bc my love language is physical touch. And idk I just want to feel something real again I want to feel safe, connected, and loved again.