I’ve been getting weird flashbacks from my old ex best friend, he did a lot to me. I don’t wanna think about these things anymore but it feel like whatever I do to distract myself my mind just wants to remind me of the night he ruined everything for me. I used to think I was a bad person but after maturing I realized that he was only guilt tripping me to thinking I was a bad person. He’s in the same grade as me and I have school coming up soon, I just don’t wanna see him. It’s been almost a year later and my parents think I’ve moved on from everything and I’ve been seeming pretty happy but Im really not, I have everything I want but I don’t know why I’m so sad.