My mom is so weird at times. It feels like she cares but at the same she doesn’t. She takes care of me, buys me things, but she also yells at me most of the time. Sometimes she’ll call me slurs (targeting to queer people and people with disabilities) or grab my wrist to the point they start to bruise. One time I had really bad depression and started to bed rot. My mom walked in my room one day and got so mad she started throwing my own things at me. And then she tells me she loves me. I can’t tell is she’s lying or not.