My ex, I’ll call him R. I had a big crush on him and he felt the same, I felted like the happiest boy ever. One day I vented to R about self harm (from texting), I told him to not tell anyone. The next day at school he saw my self harm cuts that were still red on my arm and then kissed them, telling me not to feel sad or anything. His mom finds the messages we had and his mom calls the hospital on me, I got send there for about a few days. The next day when I see him he looks at me weird and then tells me how much a shitbag I am and switches up on me. Half a year ago and yet I still like him.