The guy who calls himself my best guy friend who also fucking forced me to give him head after i told him no and he blackmailed me, js had his first kiss with my bsf. (idk why i gave him head three times and didnt kiss him dont judge) but i cant be mad at her cuz she doesnt know what happened and ofc im happy fro her cuz shes liked him for so long but im also so mad about it idk why. I dont like him i never have bear in mind. but im mad cuz he acted like an awful person but can then become such a nice guy that i cant drop him since we r in the same friend group. im mad and annoyed and i cant be cuz she doesnt know but i still am every time she brings it up to me. i feel liek an asshole i should be happy for him but i cant js not think about it