Anyway here is the rest then after my dumbass kept in checking her socials and she turned more into me she cut her hair short turn trans started using another name and likes my music and everything I liked. But now it doesn’t feel like me and I hate it because I want to be myself but I can’t and she well he’s perfect for me but he hates me so much and his parents and I hate myself for everything I do I just can never have things nice and it happens all the time and I think I shouldn’t date anyone because I’m like this because it happens two times b it the second time it wansnt as bad but all I do is make stuff up and lie and I hate that I do this so badly. I just can’t feel myself anymore and I hate this so so much…
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