soo I know I’m a bad person for writing this but I have my problems and when I was 11 I had this girlfriend kind of and we had all the same interests like we were probably the weirdest kids in our year group but the cool weird kid like we were nerdy like that and we were very similar but I just couldn’t let it be happy and I use to be weird and quite mean sometimes and then one day I just wanted to break up with them but I didn’t know why I had no reason to I just wanted to be a weirdo I don’t even know why and on the bus home that day she told me her mom was abusing her so I made a fake message from my school saying ‘name and name were speaking about inappropriate stuff and name said her mom was busing her’ and I sent this to that friend and the mom went to school and it was a serious thing but I didn’t know then I was ban to hang out with her and I felt so bad and guilty and her parents hate me and they say stuff about me all the time and this isn’t even everything lol just the start