i don't do fucking anything ever. i don't have any friends, i don't have a job, i don't have a license, i don't have a life. i barely leave my house and it feels like every time i push myself to try and get out something awful happens to me. just in general every time i try to do anything for myself it goes wrong in some way. i only have one singular talent and i'm not even very good at it. not good enough to be able to go to college for it. i'd rather die than have to live like this any longer